People are people

There are a lot of persons that we cherish the most, and whom we consider important friends in our lives. Sometimes we had some misunderstanding with them but it will be solve in awhile because you may never notice that both of you were compensating, and we change just for those particular person that we know. Those changes should not affect your relationship with a friend in fact, it will be for the best of the both but what happened to me was my friend wants me to change the way she did! She may not say it directly but the words that are coming from her mouth was commanding me and telling me that its the right thing to do. Never she realize that even in dreams, I won't be what she wants me to be. Nothing has changed on my part though I have been more understanding and open to what she is. What runs in my mind as of this moment is that I as a friend will be her friend, she just shouldn't force me to be what she wants me to be, she even knows it a long time ago before we even been with this situation. People are people no matter how important they are to us.

A night at Pioneer Grill...

Every friday after the payday, me and my officemates usually went to Pioneer Grill, hangout and spend time to just talk and have fun with what happened to our lives and work. It was like we were convicted to death for the reason that there are a lot of food to be eaten. Silence came as we eat, being busy with the food right in front of us, in fact we all knew that food is one reason why people shut up. Talkin and just talk occured until one of us asked if we wanted to go to their place and continue drinkin there, we agreed and off we go to pasig. Watching television and no ending talk again which we only do when times like this until we felt this feeling that we were lookin for our beds and pillow, so we decided to finally go home and take a rest.

Hoping for the better...

I have a friend, a true and loving friend. We have some misunderstanding and we got into each others nerves. What ever the situation maybe, my friend will always be special to me and even though my friend is having a distance on me, nothing more I can do but to still be a true friend. A friend that changes my life into a better one, yet I still hope for the best of our friendship.

"You're a LOSER!"

Someone told me not 3hrs ago as of 11:41am(011905), that... "I am a loser," and it was someone I didn't expected to be. He should be the one who's encouraging me and helping me survive the hardship of living in this world but he said it firmly, "Your a loser!" I not mad at him but what I don't understand is that why do they assume that I am what I'm not and will never be. They should be the ones that knows the real me, yet they see only what they wanted to see. It may not be fair and worst they judge me easily, on the other hand I still have to be patient and considers things. Someday they'll eat what they threw up and see me standing tall, proud and contented...

Farewell Schenielle!

Who is Schenielle? A fish whom we loved so much and treated as a baby. November 23, 2003, Bhang and I each recieved a fish as a gift by two of our close friends, Jane and Jai. Excited and nervous at the same time, we are still very thankful because they adds up to our inspiration. Schenielle grew as a beautiful flowerhorn, she had the different shape among others and the talent of swimming upside down. Small yet colorful compared to her batchmates, she reigns as a princess. With our love, may she be in good hands and someday we will see her again...

F-U-N

Fun, as what me and my two friends describe our group for the reason that fun is what circles around us but theres something special about this fun. I only feel this "special fun" when were together, and no dull moments would be seen in every minute that runs. We may have our trials in life that sometimes make us downhearted but we still manage to get over it. As the time goes by, our friendship has gone stronger and we believe that it will still be for the best. Jai and Jane, you kneow wet em tawkin yebeot...

Grab the toilet floor...

This morning when I woke up, I went straight to the bathroom with my things to take a bath. As I wash my hands with a soap while my toothbrush was sucked in my mouth, I suddenly slipped and fell down to the toilet floor. Ah, how I became close to the floor... Funny? Well, its not I was hurt...

Bloggers...

I am now a Blogger! I can't imagine myself writing and spending my time with such as this. Guess I was influenced by to persons whom I look up to when it comes to writing and they are Ace F. and Carlo S. I never had any enthusiasm in writing until I read their articles, and whether they are long or short, I've never been bored to every topics that they publish along with the way they compose them. So what's the point of writing this? That is to give my shout outs to the both of them for bein' my inspiration when it comes in writing. My idols, whom I consider the best writers in the world and my friend, that can always count on me.

Another morning...

As I opened my eyes at around 6am, I looked to check on my mobile. Someone called between 4:00 - 4:30 am, it was someone that I fell with, and though I've already moved on, I still cant hide that I care. I sent an sms but of course no reply at all for I did hurt the person before. In fact, we agreed to have no communication at all, I was hurt that time but I have to face the consequences to what I did. Another morning, another life, and another new start for me...

Get A grip VENCH!!! It's over...

Thank you CCLS. You thought me a lotta lesson as of the little time we had as friends.

Mr. Diamante or as all who knew you as Vench, this time, you gotta get over it! Don't you realize that this always happens to the ones you thought a true and lasting friend, they come and then they go. The person is definitely a true friend, but if the friendship was not meant to last, then leave it, accept the mere fact that everything that starts always had to end. It did already end but you just don't wanna set eyes on it, and your still doin' evrythin' just to save the friendship? I know what you think and feel about it, it was like losing part of your life, because that's how you treated your friends. Your too much attached even though it's not worth it. It's not being selfish, you just have to view things evenly. Put yourself on your friends position, notice what he/she thinks and feels, and then consider it. It would be much easier for the both of you to compensate, I'm sure that he/she had done it already a long time ago, why don't you do it too. He/she said what he/she had to say, and I suppose that you are aware of it, and you get the picture that you should put an end to it.

It's normal to be affected, but don't you know that your over reacting to that. I think it's time that I handle this situation, get that hell of a persona out of yours and let me handle the rest. Your afraid that I might make things worst, but your wrong. I just don't get it letting yourself downhearted since you still got your other friends just waiting to be visited, damn! your such a stupid.

I'm sure your friend understands it all, you don't have to work out anything if he/she doesn't want it. Be contented and get a hold of yourself, if the door closes, another door will open. But I guess we still have one thing in common, that is, what ever the outcome of this, he/she can always come back for he/she is still a friend.

The Baby named Em-Em

Emmanuel a.k.a Em-Em was a healthy cute baby of my friend's neighborhood. As of the first 5 months that I am going to my friend's place, the baby seems to be aloof to me. He cries everytime I tried to carry him or won't let his grip from the ones who's carrying. After his christening, that is the time I felt his passion, then I realized that why didn't I've seen this before. The answer is that I'm not opening my heart to any heart that I can seem to know more. Then I came one night at my visit, he tried to reach me and dont wanna let go, finally the baby already knows me. With a very short time, he showed and proved to us that he loves me as his tito and my two friends as his ninang tita, but all happiness comes with sadness for he was about to leave manila with his parents to stay at their province. He already became part of our lives as our Em-Em... We all wish him the best and we love him...

5:40 am when I woke up

I just had a dream. I dreamed about sumone that I fell in love with, and when I woke up, I find myself crying. Then I realized not an hour ago that, every single person I loved rejected me. Funny? Yes it is and they don't even bother about me, they'll always have a space here in my heart. I know the fact that there's no chances for having them to love me, but if their happy, it's ok. I may seems to be pathetic but I'm the kind of person that never loses what I feel if I loved the person. Maybe the reason why I never had someone to love and love me back is because I'm afraid to love anyone yet in the end, I'll be left crying and alone. For all the persons that I loved so much, you'll always be here in my heart.

If there's a will, there's a way! Ayt?!

People often find ways just to do what they really want. No matter what time, place, and situation they are into, specially when both your heart and mind wanna pursue. I myself can't believe that sometimes when you want something, it is fast to think of any solution even though theres too many hindrances. But when I don't want to give any effort, those persons who knew me, knows the idea that I will never put an eye on it. In fact, that is really the reason why I don't give any damn on anything that I dont want myself to bother into. Why tell lies on someone if your mind doesn't want to think about it? Nothings wrong if ull say that u don't want a thing or anyone. You've been true to it and seems like it will be a good on the other party not to give doubts on u. If your will goes for it, the solution is just around the corner.

Vench is...

Vench is like a computer, which he is also passionate of, simply "what you see is what you get." Usually open to what he feels, wants and knows but often misunderstood. He loves music a lot but on the otherhand, music doesn't love him at all. Once vench considers you as a friend, it will be forever, but there is two things he hates the most that might cut your friendship no matter how deep it is, that is letting go of vench and being a back fighter. And about his negative attitude, it would be brutally frank yet he still manage to defend and give the reasons why he had said things. He may not be considered as the best person but at least his true.