My gratitude to those who remembers me...

My birthday, the most important day in my life I wanna feel the warmth, love and appreciation from others whom I consider as friends. It is my tradition to hide from my friends who are trying to greet me, not because I don't have the money to treat them for my birthday just wanted to know who would still remember me! I'm not on the drama, just trying to have fun with my friends. Yesterday is a special day, but I don't see any difference with any regular day only those greetings I got from my friends in which I was about to express my gratitude. First to mention, my Ate Jane who never fails to greet me no matter what, she always tries to greet me at exactly 12:00 AM of my Birthday and she did it! Followed by my friend's Mom who apparently have the same birthday as I am, thanks for the greetings I do appreciate it a lot. My "Tsurrrba" Friends Acey, Martin, Cushee and Jen Tee, the ones who makes my day hilarious!!! Thanks for the trust, friendship and "kalokohans." High School is one of the best memories that I have, with BesBuds Jelly, Payette, Tik, Bhang, Remar and Jai that completes the day because of their greetings, though I never really replied on their messages. My former and current co-workers, Pia, Chelley never fails to give their shout outs for my special day! Kat, Marnel, Mejie and Mac I'm thankful for the "Happy Birthday" message just for me. Ow, Glenn, since you sent me a birthday greeting I would forget the last fight that we had, I'll add you to my Blog link. :D And lastly to Globe Telecoms imagine, I got a text message, it's kinda funny and unexpected.

Hey! I won't forget my family, thanks a lot for always being there willing to accept the whole stubborn me! Especially to my Mom, though I know that we haven't had much, she still tries to give me surprise and cooked spaghetti just for my day. We may not show how we really love each other, but we know deep inside our hearts that we do love unconditionally.

For those who greeted, thanks a lot! You make my birthday a Special One!

my belief, love and outlook in life

November 27, 2005 I am now a year older at the age of twenty-three and with the past year, let me state 23 things consisting my belief, love and outlook in life.

1. I believe and Love God!
2. I Love myself!
3. I believe I am currently contented with my life.
4. I love my family.
5. I love my co-workers!
6. I love to be at the office but my boss forbids me!
7. I Love You so much (you know who you are!)
8. I love to blog!
9. No other person can help you except yourself, but don't forget to appreciate those who lay their hands.
10. I am a good friend to someone whos good to me and absolutely not to those who aren't.
11. Surfing is definitely my hobby!
12. Still, I easily trust even though a person doesn't deserve to be trusted.
13. I am addicted to spaghetti of Country Style!
14. Don't let the past holds you back from enjoying life.
15. Even now, I haven't moved on with you (#7 :D).
16. I'm happy because I look like a human already, not a sick drug addict (Hey, before thinking of something, I never had taken and never will I take any drugs!)
17. Since High School, I still love number Seventeen! (Obvious isn't?)
18. I wanted to have a daughter but not yet ready mentally, emotionally and financially! (hehe)
19. I am, nevertheless stubborn to my parents.
20. I love the song Purest of pain by Son by four.
21. I think that we should be contented in life but don't close your door to a better opportunity.
22. There are three person who really knew the real me!
23. I believe that I'm still looking for the right person for me...

I thank God for the blessings the He gave me although I'm not qualified to be an epitome of His son. I believe that He is all good, forgiving and pouring blessings in life in spite of that person who are lack of good deeds for Him. But the only thing that I could be proud of is my Love and my Faith in Him.

Vench's Day...

Your Birthdate: November 27

You are a spiritual soul - a person who tries to find meaning in everything.You spend a good amount of time meditating, trying to figure out life.Helping others is also important to you. You enjoy social activities with that goal.You are very generous and giving. Yet you expect very little in return. Your strength: Getting along with anyone and everyone Your weakness: Needing a good amount of downtime to recharge Your power color: Cobalt blue Your power symbol: Dove Your power month: September

A girl named Bhang, Happy Birthday! :D

I wanna send my shout out Birthday greeting to my good friend Bhang, who's always been there comforting and loving me as a true friend. I met her when we we're in Grade 5, a girl who always wore a plastic headband and with a good handwriting. As we grew old, I never thought that she would be the one of the least person who will know the real me. The trust she gained from me is incomparable I can even entrust my life to her, she had proven me that if there would be a person whom I can run to no matter what, she is worthy. I never consider her as a Best friend, but I know in my heart that this girl is a very special person she's like a blessing given by God, who's giving me strength, courage and inspiration.


I never had a doubt on letting her knew all about me and had any questions why she came in my life, she accepts me whole-heartedly though I've been sometimes harsh on her, she's still there ready to listen and give me advices. I am so thankful because not only I have my whole family with me, but also Bhang as a Special Person. Today is her Birthday, and I would like to wish her more blessings and contentment in life. Happy Birthday Bhang!

Vench and the chamber of smoke

This morning when I woke up and went outside the room, I got great greetings from smoke. Everyone knows that I hate the smell of smoke, especially the ones came from cigarettes it feels like something is blocking my lung passage and I can't breathe. Then I discovered when I went down that my father and two of my uncle was smoking, at that early my day was not good at all, they all knew that smoking irritates me particularly when it's done inside the house! But they did it as if I won't wake up and be anxious while preparing myself for work, I know that they have the right to smoke, it's their hobby or something, but there's a proper place for them to smoke! Sometimes they ask me for some money just to buy some cigarettes and since they're asking me for something, can they just please hit those cigars outside? I feel like I'm killing myself or giving me an extra challenge which is ironic, I don't want them smoking but I'm giving them some money to smoke! Because if not, they would get mad and hate for the rest of their lives, so I tried so hard to let them be even though I'm suffering! Will they ever learn to think that I never in my life tried to stop them smoking, but could they please just smoke outside the house so that I can still breathe the air in which we all knew, not fresh anymore. *sigh*

tribute to aceybaby.net

In spite of the busy work schedule I make it a point to write something on my blog because this is what I love doing though I know that I'm not so good in writing. Last night, I was with Miss Ace at ATC to join her watch Constantine, her idol, I may not be a fan of him but I did enjoy watching his concert. At first, Miss Ace almost got her heart broken for not getting a ticket to the show yet God is still good and gave her a chance in an authograph signing with Constatine! If you could only see her face instantly change from desperate to a blissful one she can't even describe what she was feeling at that moment except that she was very happy. Yes, she didn't have the chance to sit in front of Constatine's stage, but she did have a chance last night, not just to see Constatine face to face, but to touch his face. She did touch his face, and you could see the contentment in her that finally without expecting, she would meet Constantine even though it was so stressful. I myself had felt her happiness I know I'm not a fan or even into watching Constantine, but seeing a friend feeling wonderful for what had happened is such contentment on my part. What's the purpose of writing this? I felt her immense happiness that night it bounces into me I bet that if she only had the chance to write, she had done that before this blog. I miss reading her articles, the compositions, and everyhing about her, it was just so sad she had to stop it. I wrote this blog for the world to know that her influence in writing it did me good, not just to waste my time with other stuff but to learn more. I know that she misses writing so much, she express her feelings through that, I hope with this simple article I did contribute to her.

You wouldn't want that, would you?

It was such a great day, in spite that I am stressed out from work and I feel like I'm gonna be sick. I decided to chill out a bit and logged in to Yahoo! Messenger click on someone to talk, I found crissy, a new friend and teased him trying to relax my self from the past week with a lot of work load. Then I saw one of whom I considered a Best friend when we we're in Grade 4, I sent him a message trying to get his attention, he replied. Because of so much excitement of what's going on with my blog even though I had loads of work, I asked him if he have seen my blog and he answered "What's in it for me?" which I find offending for the reason that I don't expect the reaction I would get from him! Isn't that sarcastic, I just hope that he knew the reason why I brought the topic about blogging which is to add him to my links. By the time I read his reply, I changed my mind right away! People on my blog are important, I hate to say this but you will never be added on my blog my dear old best friend. I can't blame my self if I'm too happy having my blog and trying to express what's on my mind, though I find it hard, I'm still trying. I just hope you knew what's the mood of your addressee before sending that message, your bad you can't blame me for saying' this on my blog I would also like to let you know that you don't have to waste your time doing a blog to answer this, I won't be reading your blog anyways. This is the second time that you have pissed me with just talking with you on YM, by the time you reached the third... Sorry, forget someone named "VENCH!" I'm tellin' you, you already knew the person whom I considered extinct! You wouldn't want that, would you?

Am I really enjoying this blog?!?!

This is my seventh time that I've been spying on the future competitors of Station 168 Internet since the start of this market research and I am tired these passed few days coming here from RCBC. It's been almost two weeks and I'm getting so much stressed with all the work load plus I have to rush things up because this is due on wednesday, but let me inform you, this is not my real job! Yes, I was supposed to be updating the car dealers who owned the cars posted in autolink and I bet that they will be mad if I didn't do update them, I just hope that they would understand that being me is not just hard, I'm filled with work load! I bet that my friend cushee would be over stressed if I let her do this, and as a matter of fact, I believe that this is not just an easy job, you have to understand everything that involves in this business. I may not have the vast knowledge, but I know that I can do this and help my company and me to success. Wait, am I getting to much loyal with Station 168, Autolink and Sabiclub? Well, I may not have the greatest moment in 168, but I do have happy memories when I was still a Network Technician way back then, together with my old pals, who also have the same goals as I had for the benefit of each and everyone in our work. Ei, probably my co-workers are laughing by know reading this blog, hehe, I just feel like doing this maybe to help me get rid of this stress and madness of doing the research. This is a marketing job which I have the lack of interest whether I want this or not, I have to do this. :D Anyways, I'm getting tired thinking what to say, so I'll just end this up and get out of this Internet cafe I wanna go home! I still have 2 hours to travel back home!!! See yah on my next post... (Am I really enjoying this blog?!?!)

will never say goodbye

I've learned to appreciate my self the first time I met you, but why do I have to feel this! I thought that I've already moved on with my life after the agony when I lost you conversely I'm wrong and that I realize when I saw you again. One of my friends believes that there will be a person whom you'll consider the Love of your life yet that person won't be and will never be with you for the rest of your live, still you will never loose what you feel for the person.

Are you the one who will fit that position? If ever you are, I'll accept it whole heartedly although I know for the fact that I want us to grow old together. Giving you up was like having a half dead body and soul my heart says that half of me is with you, will I ever be complete if you're gone.

Will there be a person that would fill what I've lost with you? I think that there won't be, but I'm willing to have someone to share my life with, even though my heart will still beats for you. I dreamed of having you, loving you and taking care of you, but that all will stay just as a dream I know that someday I'll see you again and by that time, I won't deny the loneliness longing for you.

If you read this, please don't let your self be bothered continue your life and enjoy everything, I don't want you to add me up to your worries. Don't feel guilty for you haven't done anything wrong I let my self into this and now I know that I have to face this, without you. I don't want to say goodbye because I know that the Love I'm feeling for you will never say goodbye.

What a coincidence...

I never thought that the bus I took going to Ever commonwealth from RCBC, was the same bus when I went back to the office... Kinda weird... :D

Is this really Mc Donalds?

I can't remember the fuzzy purple fellow wearing anything at all?

What happened to Hamburglar? Are the clothes stolen? Or it was dumped because he got fat? Is he fat at all?

I love Mc Donalds, but howcome theres a monoblock chair in it? It's not a "turo-turo"! :D

I would like to justify that I don't mean any damage to Mc Donalds at all. In fact, I patronize Mc Donalds I even fight for a debate with my friends just to prove that I do love Mc Donalds. There are times that I even ate at Mc Donalds for 7 consecutive days, that's how I love Mc Donalds, I just find it funny seeing those in the pictures at Mc Donalds.

Despite the fact that I can't have you

Last night when I was about to sleep, my cousin turn the radio on then I heard one of your favorite songs and I thought of you. There at that moment, it hits me and felt that I missed you... so much. I'm so glad that even I'm not your man, you still consider me as a friend I was just wondering why aren't you answering my calls, text messages and even just my friendster message. I told you everything I feel for you believing that you would understand me though I know that your feeling guilty for not feeling the same way I do, you are a good person, I feel that you still care. Let me remind you that you don't have to be bothered about me, I feel great because you do appreciate what I feel, I am troubled when you keep a distance between us. I don't see any reason why you should ignore me just like that, I would feel much ok if I knew that your still here beside me, even though I'm just a friend at least, I can see that you are still part of me.

Then another song had been played entitled "Rest of my life" and I was struck again because every line in the song fits to what I am to you. I just hope that you would at least say "Hi," that is all that I wanted, you being around despite the fact that I can't have you.

Excuse the drama, I just feel like writing and letting this out of my system.

Trip to Padi's Point Antipolo

A day after all soul's day, my officemates and I went to antipolo. It's such an adventure because no one knows where in antipolo we are about to go but Padi's Point, we tried to contribute by remembering those road from the last time each one of us were there only to find ourselves got lost and headed straight to antipolo church. We decided to go back to the road where we thought is the wrong way, but out of nowhere, there we saw the bars and restaurants along the road side until we noticed Padi's point, we even don't know what road did kuya jonard took however, the important is we're there. Chillin' out and having some chit chat what ever the topic is, it was fun we took some pictures have some beers and of course food! We had a lot of fun starting from going down from the office until we we're dropped to our places by kuya jonard, thanx a lot we owe you a lot as in a LOT! hehe...

"Wala wala, wala na..."

When I got to the office this morning, I decided to do my blog, redesign everything and start updating it. I am busy busy on doing, studying and thinking on how am I going to express myself with the design which took me the whole morning editing it. I am not saving the template yet because I might mess up my blog, I used the preview button to see the changes I made with my blog. My officemate came and thought of her blog, so viewed her "WEBSITE" to see if some changes are made, we we're talking about the website when the "KUYA" of the office came to ask what are we doing. I didn't answer, my officemate replied "wala wala, wala na" and while saying that, it happened so fast that her fingers touch my keyboard and press the keys ALT+F4! What a day so far! I lost what I had edited and thought that I have to start all over again. There's nothing I could do, I do love ALT+F4, really. All I did after that funny yet sad seconds of my editing problem was get worried and listen to her laugh(aceybaby). *sigh*