My Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day everyone!

Last Friday, I was with my friends having a get together because my best friend was just here for three weeks, and we would like to at lest have time with each other before he went back to Germany. If you have read my previous post, it states the feeling that I had believing that I would see her, "The Love of my life."

Unfortunately, she didn't make it I didn't even get any replies from the messages I sent to her. All I wanted this Heart's Day was to at least see her I never wanted anything more than that I even don't expect her to love me back as much as I do. It's just so sad that you went crazy for a week so anxious to be with her but all of that didn't occurred.

She is indeed the "Love of my life," so wanted to see her, be with her and show her how I love her but since Love does not expect in return, I never had any expectations from her. Hearing her voice when we called her is enough, though you wanted more yet you still do understand and accept what ever that she could give me.

I may not have a Happy Day on Valentine's, but I'm contented that she's still there as a friend, we even send messages once in a while. But the feeling still remains it will never be undone or go away just like the wind.