The love of my life

It's been a year since the last time I felt this feeling of mixed emotions, I got a reply from the person whom I consider the Love of my life after the "Happy Birthday" greeting that I sent. I knew that you would reply after that message and you did, it felt good that finally you had seen me in your cellphone when all of the times I am invisible to you. All the memories flashes back especially the time I first saw you, I can't explain how euphoric I am seeing you while I felt this heart of mine beeting slower and faster at the same time. I never knew that you would mark my heart creating a space right just for you and I can't deny that fact even if I had found someone I'm gonna be with my entire life. It's so rare that we find someone whom we would love the rest of our life and I never thought that it was you I should have seen God's signs I grabbed you tightly without thinking what would be the consequences. I know at first that it was not my intention to love you, but that time we first have the eye contact, everything changes even I changed just for you. I wanted to be the best and prove you that giving me a chance is worth it but you made up your mind, it was too late for me and I know that I haven't done anything to prove how much I love you.

I never regret everything that I did I may not show my feelings through actions but I know from the bottom of my heart that I love you. I don't want to loose you I feel bad every time I think and realize that I will never have you.

In spite of all this I'm still happy that once in my life, I met someone who will be my inspiration and will remind me always to be strong. I hope that your Birthday will be memorable as the day I met you. Thanks for everything. :D