4 hits in a day!

Today was one of the memorable days not because of a good one a bad one rather, this is the moment I felt I was hit with four arrows all at the same time straight into my heart. It's my mom's birthday today and I have nothing to give her than the morning greetings of "Happy Birthday Ma." I love my mom so much but I just don't know how to show her and though I did my best to express how much I love her, it wasn't even appreciated but don't think about something negative on it. I know that my mom loves us so much in spite the fact that she also doesn't know how to evince her love maybe that's the reason why I don't even know how to show love and appreciation. I don't blame her or anything, in fact, I even stand to what she is and no matter what, and my mom would always be my mom. Another black out occurred again due of the typhoon Milenyo, once more my fish struggles for his life and evacuated to another house that already has electricity. How I wish he wouldn't suffer again once the electricity was resumed he's been with me for three years, I don't want to lose him because of black out. He doesn't deserve to die like that, that's how important my fish is to me.

Two of the most important person holds the last two arrows. One is the person was the one who knows the real me, even the evilest part of me and I've already proven that is the right thing to trust her with my ego. I can actually say that she is the female version of me, we do have a lot in common and I consider her as my deity in handling life. She had influenced the whole me and I am very thankful that I met her because she is one of the reason why I have learn to live life in an easy way and make it livelier. Today was her last day in the office and I don't know what it would be without her she became a part of my life that helps me to be strong and to love myself more. It was just so sad that she had to leave us and continue her life with someone she entrust her life. Good luck my dear friend, you will always stay here in our hearts. Lastly, the one that completes me, I was sad that you we're not in the mood and was so stressed from work I feel what you feel, I felt sad when I saw you stressed out and I wanted to make you feel happy but I know that nothing I can do would make you feel better but to wait until you had your rest. Every time you feel bad, I feel this sadness because I know that I can't help you feel better on the other hand, always remember that I will always be here to comfort you and make you feel good. I wanted your life to be great with me and I wanted that forever, no matter what happen I will do my best to give you a great life with me. Thank you very much for coming into my life.